http://likeafieldmouse.com/post/47092036304/anonymous-asked-you-hi-dear-alec-question-why

http://likeafieldmouse.tumblr.com/post/41581285610/last-night-i-received-this-message-its-one-of

(I’m going to leave the above video links here. I think by this time next year I’ll post another video and I think I’ll look much better and much happier in it.)

5/13/13: I ramble because I can. I feel fine. I’m doing my thing. 

5/15/13: Okay. I admit it. It’s sweet to be home. Except I have a dental appointment tomorrow morning. 

5/16/13: I’m dealing with all of this the best I know how. And that’s all that fucking counts. That’s all. I hereby forgive myself.

5/18/13: Posts on Q, spent the whole day yesterday preparing a week’s worth of Q; ending each day/night with music. Have a good week. 

5/20:13: Choose life. Life. Every hour, every minute. Choose it. Life. Live. The choosing itself is a kind of renewal. You’ve got it in you, friend. You can do it.